Hey there..

So, here we are 2013. I’m surprised its been so long since I’ve posted something.

Today im stuck at home on The couch with a box of tissues. No, not out of sadness. I’m sick. I’m watching the show “awkward” like a little 13 year old. and I like it lol. It reminds me of my high school years with all the dating And drama… A lot simpler than the mess I’ve been dealing with the last couple months.

My husband and I decided to have a baby. we were pregnant immediately, and 12 weeks later we had a miscarriage. two months later we were pregnant again. It was difficult this time to be excited. And for good reason, i miscarried again 6 weeks later. That time I had to go into surgery. Now I’m at the point that I need a break. Maybe babies and pregnancy isn’t for me. John is on a mission. He is ready for it and deff wants a baby ASAP. But it’s going be a difficult decision to try again.

I’m more concerned now with remodeling my house, working out, and my new puppy, she sure smoothed over the sadness of loosing another pregnancy.  It’s been 3 weeks and honestly I’m doing good. There are difficult moments, but overall this time was easier.

That’s my update, I’m going back to hoarding tissues!

whats up with you this 2013?


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  1. So sorry to hear! I know the feeling of what to do or not do next. I will be thinking of you and wishing you strength in your decision. XOXO

    • Thank you sooo much for your comment. Ive decided working out and trying to loose a little weight is a good decision. but as for trying again… its going to be a hard one to make. im sure i will in a few months… but not yet

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